the daily nihilist no.4

Remember these little facts one had learnt at school, didn't pay much attention to back then because they didn't hold any meaning to you particularly and they only click in when you're older and suddenly can relate to it?

Like realizing Ludwig van Beethoven also suffered from hyperacusis, alongside tinnitus and hearing loss. Yet he managed to compose these exact masterpieces you listen to when in need for a background noise for your tinnitus!

Or how Vladimir Lenin, after establishing a name for himself, tried to cope with headache on regular basis, as well as with insomnia and hyperacusis.

What do these examples prove then? That you're still able to create something beautiful despite your disadvantages? Or that you're capable of horrible acts, causing many casualties in pursuit of 'the perfect socialist revolution', when you give in to your suffering and unexpressed anger?

Or maybe just that random thoughts and truly meaningless links, together with combination of dark humour and with being even more cynical, are the only right answer to all questions troubling you.